*weeeeeeee* todayy im a happy girl.
and i pray that my Almighty one will bless me to get it thru...
im really praying so hard for it...
My Lord will bless me.. i know i know i know... rehearsal on sundayy and i have yet to prepare e short introduction about myself..
dunno what to say.. 1 to 2 mins on that.
it may not seem long but when once u'r on stage, its just feel different..
stage fright babyy, its stage fright...geee lover and buttbutt commented that e photos that i took last saturdayy aint nice at all...
they said i looked weird and i got very obvious big small eyes.....
e lingerie shoots i took in Koh Samui also aint nice, they preferred my bikini ones....
though i thought i looked kinda crap in my bikini shoot...sighhh
basically in short, all my photos will look crappy....
boyf. went for 5 dayys sailing...poooof.
thou i got my frens, my 2 adorable doggies and Ms X, it still feeeeel not right...
no breakfast in e morning, no nice dinner at night, no agar agar, no hugs, not a passenger for these 5 dayys....
i dont like e word sailing, it freaks me out everytime w/o fail. say bye bye to being passenger & hello to Ms driver who is lazy to change gear always/sometimes..
lazy driver....
Jeann
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